This is a true incident happened in my life in 1996. I was
an angry young boy in my school days. I have a habit of interchange roles In
any situation. Ie if I am not able to take the decision, I will interchange
roles in that situation. it may be student, teacher roles or it may be wife and
husband roles.
We were in our classroom, the teacher
was not there in our class 8B. I was fed up in controlling the class as a
class leader and told my friend that I would not be there for next year onwards.
my friend next to me joked me saying will you die ?. I got angry and just kept
my hand on his neck. His eyeballs went up and I got shocked.
I felt he was not able to
breathe and tried breathing through the nose. After that, I came to know that
he had Asthma. First, I got a doubt, what will happen to me if he died. Then
Boston school and some thoughts. Later after interchanging roles, what will
happen if I was in his position?. Just close your eyes, just think what will
happen to us after death?
Then hundreds of questions to
me?. what will happen after death to us ?. What is will happen to our soul? Why are we simply coming and going? Why so many situations in life? Is there any reason
for life? Many more questions in my mind.
Then I started Taarkikam.
ie just believing one principle and ask questions myself on that. For example,
without Shiva's involvement, nothing happens. Then my questions are, if Shiva
is only doing everything, why he is making us do and why he is punishing us. It
seems not fully logical. Not satisfied and keep moving.
My
intention is not to create death fear in the people. But I strongly believe
there is some reason for us to come here and go back. We are more worried about
this temporary stage and not the actual reason.
I tried to
get my answer from different people, books, try to understand different
principles from different religions' principles. Our class 8 &9 books
covered almost all religious principles including many religious movements. I
never tell below is only true, but I am self-satisfied with the below theory of
life.
In the Universe, we
have crores of stars. if one star Sun has many planets like earth for each star.
We have crores of the earth like planets in the universe. Every soul is a
star. That is the reason, we will keep light as a symbol of the soul.if we see
Hindu we will keep light for representing the soul. Even Christian and Muslim
symbols are nearly represented, souls.
All these souls wait for
the body for years in any form starting from ant to human. God will give a chance
to those souls to prove what they are. So this is a temporary stage given to us
to show what we are. He only creates different situations to check what we are.
But how we need to react is completely in the soul's hands.
Based on the soul's Karma, God will decide the next chance. That is the reason,
whenever we are going out of control, God will send his representative like
Rama, Jesus Christ, Allah, and many more. But as we are so intelligent and
fighting for them.
God will track
all our records with thumbprint and Iris. Those are unique for everyone. These
are human known methods and God may have many more methods to identify every
creature. So we can use this golden opportunity to prove what we are. It is not
to impress anyone.
It is to fulfill
your life to create a positive impact on society and be in people's hearts. As
per me, God will play highlights of our life at the end. So don't be
fooled by cheating others, looting others, with egos, and all other negative
things. It is not about how long we live here. It is about how we lived here.
It's my opinion and belief. if
anyone has any answers to those mentioned questions, share them with me. we will
discuss this. This is just to share thoughts.
